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If You're Not The One...

2009-06-03T03:32:00.001+08:00

This sounds a bit crazy, but this is how I felt bout her the 1st day I lay my eyes on her.

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Lucky

2009-03-18T00:31:00.002+08:00

I wonder if you guys remember the song "Lucky" by Jason Mraz featuring Colbie Caillat?
Well, that's how Im feeling right now as the songs goes like...

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been...

Have I told you that the "J" is back and no doubt she's my Wonder Woman.
Damn she can really make guys goes crazy, specially ME!!!
=D

Well, me and J are officially together but both of us can't decide on which day is it.
But what the heck, Im one happy bastard that can't kept smiling like he just had botox.
xD

So far so good, and we kept eating food.
OMG!!!

I've been going to gym lately, still haven't had those killer abs or whatever yet...but my dad was once a body builder so I might have some gene from it?
=P
And I just finish my finals today, was super stressed last couple of days.
Now I just want to de-stress by maybe partying or just chilling, depends which one Im free and have the mood to do...

That all for now...

ohvua (goodbye in french)
;)

Rehab

2009-01-27T19:36:00.002+08:00

Just like some celebrities, maybe I should consider on going rehab because it seems I'm too addictive to you already...
You're like a drug that doesn't need to be eaten to get you going crazy and happy.
To some people, the things I wrote might be silly or funny, but for me, it's a misery...
<3

Anniversary...

2009-01-25T02:16:00.004+08:00

Well, it has been awhile since I updated my blog.
So okay, January 24th is my parents wedding anniversary.
Been together for 21 years.
And we went 1U for dinner.

When I was in the car on the way to 1U, I sms-ed her and apologize bout being emo the day before.
But I miss her loads, so my emo got pass quite fast.
lol

So my family and I reach 1U and ate at Shogun, Japanese buffet.
Was super duper full...
Mom and dad was joking and teasing each other about the old times.
Me and my sis had some laugh by that time as well.
During my dinner, me and my sis realize there's this strange guy sitting 10'O clock facing me.
He was creepy since he like kept looking at me, my sis notice that as well.
Either he's gay or maybe is the portion of food on my plate (was alot I admit)
So after dinner, dad was planning to go for a movie but it was kinda late and my dad had a golf session the next morning.
So we walk around and went home, on the way back to the car I saw some secondary old friends.
Talk to them for awhile and was planning bout maybe a chinese new year gathering among friends.
He says he'll call...

Today was also Ethan's inking day (tatoo).
It was freaking huge but freaking cool shit.
Saw the pic only, but will be seeing the real shit soon.
=D
Well, think bout it, my mom was freaking cool loh.
Because my mom ask me why don't I get a tattoo and my new hair color was a suggestion from my mom (including the bill).
hohoho
But Im still not ready to get a tattoo yet, mayb soon?
who knows...

And worst of all is that, ZOMG, is the freaking Chinese New Year already.
I just hope I can get a raise with the ang pao from everyone else.
Economic no good ar, we deserve a raise in ang pao AGREE???
Mayb a raise through out the whole 10 years before I married, ngek ngek.

I wanna buy so many stuff, but short of cash.
aiks
Mayb a D-SLR Camera (DIgital Single Lens Reflex Camera)? Some new sound system in my car? Or some fashionable clothes and shoes?
No idea yet.

Was looking atthis promotion about a DJ-ing course, and I wanted to learn how to DJ as well.
Or Maybe just be a globe trekker, saw that series last week.
Super LAYAN wey the show, the stuff they do, the people they meet...
I mean is just pure awesomeness when you can explore the least travel road...
Just like the poem from my secondary school:

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth

Then took the other as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet, knowing how way leads onto way
I doubted if I should ever come back

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence
Two roads diverged in a wood
And I took the one less traveled by
And that has made all the difference

Robert Frost

Anyway, that's the end of my blog for today, but I'll try update more often nowadays.
^^

And J, you know I've always care for you
<3

New Year = New Things to worried about...

2009-01-01T05:15:00.002+08:00

I just got back from a secondary's friends house and had a somewhat gathering there after I had dinner with my family and relatives in OneWorld Hotel next to 1U shopping center.
Nothing much can do inside the hotel, but during the last minutes before 2009, we all lay our self down by the pool side.
And by the time stuck 12, The Curve + Ikano/Ikea start shooting the fireworks display.
Later on I can see 1U's and OneWorld's hotel's.
From far I can even see some fireworks from Mont Kiara and Kuala Lumpur from the pool side.
Quite a strategic place to be able to see so much.
After that, I started to rang some friends and wish them new year, and some so kind they scold me back because I didn't call them 1st.
Maybe she's just jealous of it.
Wakakaka...
Anyway, that's how I start my 2009, hope the rest would be a blast...
And to everyone, Happy 2009, keep partying and hopes every things gonna be awesome...
hehe
Cheers...

2008-10-18T22:48:00.002+08:00

Okay, is been awhile since I've updated my blog and now I'm doing it since so many demands been made.
Yesday my car kena bang at the back, was not really serious, but I'll bet my parents are not going to be happy bout it.
And today when I went home, my mother kept asking bout my neck instead of the car, because I have few "Love Bites" round my neck thanks to my darling...
Well, try cover it out saying had some alcohol the day before, and those are just rashes, but my mom obviously dont believe what I've told her.
So I just kept my mouth shut, and the worst part is, at night, my dad's friend is doing a birthday party for his 1 year old son and kinda doing the buffet.
When I was there, all my dad's friend kept asking bout the love bites.
Sigh...

Anyway yesterday my baby and I had a great time watching the "House Bunny" in the cinema.
It was damn funny, both of us can't stop laughing even when we're back at her house.
So if there's anyone into comedy or some laughs, go enjoy that movie.

=P
miss u babe...xoxoxo

Even robots have a LOVE story to tell

2008-08-14T23:24:00.002+08:00

Today is the 1st day screening of Pixar new animation movie called "Wall. E" and I manage to make it in time as I was slightly late for the show.

Anyways now listen carefully, the thing is that "You Guys Must Go 'N' Check Out The Show!!"

Is one of the best animation I saw so far, and the story line is touching, character is funny, and is all sum up into one word "AMAZING".

There's a few scene I kinda wet my eyes because I was touch by the lil feller.

Even robots can fall in LOVE, I wonder why is it so difficult sometimes for human being.

I can say anything here, but is better if you guys go check it out yourself.

Well, it worth every cent I pay and every minute I watched.

I hope you guys enjoyed the show like I did, and I might go watch it again soon.

Hope this movie won an Academy or two out of this.

I'm a Laosy Blogger, please don't Bother... KIDDING!!!

2008-08-12T03:04:00.003+08:00

I know my first two blogs are bored and sucky, well that's how you improve right?

Honestly, I like to express myself by talking face to face rather with words.

I mean is easier as well since I can use some hand gesture to make my saying had a more dramatic effect.

And there's no problems if I like to blog about LOVE stuff even though I'm a guy right?

Guys still have a soft side okay? Most of it I mean, or maybe some if the girls disagree.

So for my cousin upcoming wedding, Im going to open the wedding car for the day.

That's mean I'm going to get a big fat ang pao out of it.

Who want a drink??

Give my ASSistant a call and I'll get to you later.

LMFAO

This is my 2nd time open the wedding car door since my youngest uncle's wedding last 2 year in 2006.

It wasn't the ang pao I expected, well, Whatever~~

I can't wait to wear my new blazer from Massimo Dutti that cost me RM 1,099 ( USD260).

I think is around that in US dollar.

It's a Khaki blazer by the way. Picture Coming Soon.

But I'm still short of a leather lace ups and a dress pants.

Maybe I'll go along with my current black jeans or my 501 (Levi's)

Shit, I forgot about the shirt for my black suit.

Hmmm, well I might pull off something bit more casual with my V neck T-shirts.

Fortunately mega sale is still on.

Almost finish all my savings... SOB SOB ...

Luckily I'm not dating anyone lately, that do save alot, right guys?

;-)

For dinner, me n my cousin family with my grandma as well, we had dinner at Tropicana Club House for some testing for the dishes during my cousin's wedding night.

The food was quite average truth be told.

3 out of 5 I'll give.

still like any typical chinese wedding food, shark fins and all those...

B-O-R-I-N-G

When is anyone planning to do a western style in my family?

Those who serve steak or something different.

Well, for me I would when the right times come.

I have all plan out actually, and there's Plan A and Plan B.

Plan A is where I'll have one part of the wedding on KL Tower, with the stunning view that shows 360 degree of Kuala Lumpur and serving buffet or 3 course meals something like that.

Then, you know how nice when people walk down the aisle?

Well imagine walking across from the bridge of KLCC.

From one end to another... isn't that awesome?

Could cost more than a diamond ring all those up there.

If that didn't work out, Plan B is where simple and nice comes in.

Wedding beside the beach, not too crowded with just some good friends and family members.

And it all end with the sunset...

Maybe can take this away from Malaysia, like doing it in somewhere with nice beach and stuff.

Hawaii maybe, Miami?

nah, too much girls in bikini = too much distraction.

LOL

Anyway, give more comment about my blog, like how to improve or what to write or wat page layout and STUFFs.

Feel free to comment.

Thanks!!!

~~Sly~~

Maths Makes Me MaD... Or does It Really Do?

2008-08-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

This is the 1st poem I wrote. Check it out, is call "Numb3rs".

This poem was inspired by another poem call "The Square Root of 3".

"Numb3rs"

Younger in my times

I won't do my maths exercise

It might be too late for me to realize

If I'm still in school now I would change my mind

Because this square root of 3 is like my life

And it helps me to find

That even numbers can be define

For once I didn't like numbers

After reading that poem, it makes my heart pounders

For a second there, it makes me wonders

How everyone just needs a little

Time

Work

Hope and

Faith to make everything better

After all this time

I thought I can't find the Love of my life

So, with just You and Me

Astounding as can be

A boy and a girl achieving Love like you never seen

There is nothing too impossible

To be unbelievable

But is the trust in Love that will find you

Someday

Somehow

_________________________________________________________

If you think my poem was lame, wait until you see the next one, but I think is has a beautiful side to it.

Is call "The Square Root of 3".

The poem was feature in the movie "Harold and Kumar: Escape from Guantanamo Bay".

Cool movie, you guys should check out that and "Harold and Kumar: Go To White Castle" as well, both are awesome and freaking funny...

"The Square Root of 3"

I fear that I will always be

A lonely number like root three

A three is all that’s good and right,

Why must my three keep out of sight

Beneath the vicious square root sign,

I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,

with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321

Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When, hark, just what is this I see,

Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,

Together now we multiply

To form a number we prefer,

Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds

And with the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued

And love for me has been renewed

_________________________________________________________

This poem reminds me of myself

Maybe I'm this person who scare of being alone

And hopefully luck is on my side that the quest of finding the another half of myself pret-tay soon.

It all started with the letter "J"

2008-08-05T02:30:00.000+08:00

Okay, this is my 1st blog and usually people had nothing much to say at this point.

Well, for me, the fun had just begun.

Is like any night alone in my room, alone.

I just finish almost a two hour phone call with someone called "J".

Is a she by the way.

I haven't had these kinds of phone talks like forever.

I just wanted to hear her voice and see how she's doing today.

"J" was one of the most unique, loud, unpredictable but wonderful person I've ever meet.

I've remember it was in the May of 2007 where I've meet her.

From the 1st glimpse I saw her, I know that this girl is something special.

It was a friday evening I remember, after some class in the lecture hall.

I kept looking at her without her intention, but I really wanted to get to know this girl.

So after the class, and it was the day before the holiday, I ran down to her and ask her for her cellphone number and yes she gave me.

I was so happy and felt so stupid at the same time that I didn't introduce myself properly.

During the holidays, I've message her a couple of times and manage to get her IM address.

Of course I was thrill, we chat so much and she told me so much bout her past and me told her mine as well.

And I've remember bout she saying this guy that she like turning homo then straight then vice versa.

Got me a lil @.@ there. HAHA

As time goes on, our friendship begin to grew (that's what I've think).

Is not long for this girl to start teasing at me like crazy, but I don't mind at all because I know deep down she still a woman who cares but show it in a different way.

As this relationships grew, I realize two things, 1st is that I think I'm falling for her and 2nd, I don't think I have a shot with her and she felt that Im into something lately.

She ask me is it cause I like someone else, and of cause I said NO...

On and on i know I can't hide things from her, so I decided to fall for another girl and I do but without really get to know the girl as well as I known "J".

After few months later, I realize she got a new boy friend.

Of course, I wasn't proud but what to do, the guy is one of my college friends and the choice is with the girl not mine.

During my A-Levels period, I suffer from bad result to bad social skills.

And I realize that this is not what I wanted to do in the 1st place, that is why I choose A-Levels.

So I said to myself, I will change college and a different course in 2008 and hopefully start a better life and try to move on my feelings for "J".

And so I did change college, after my finals exam in 2007, I change to KDU college and Im doing mass communications there.

When people say KDU college they think bout beautiful woman and stuff... (honestly it is a scam and I think is created by the college own PR)

Okay, so 1st day in KDU college and i felt like a new man, as soon as I enter my class, the people there are so different from TAR college.

Just by the looks I can tell, cool tattoo on the leg, labels handbags and the language usage when they speak.

So I think, well, I can fit in quite nice here. And yes I did fit in along really well with the January intake.

But what about the relationship thing?

I still can't get my mind of her even though we haven't speak for so long and that's the purpose I though I can forget bout the past and move on...but I just can't.

Not very long into the 1st semester, I can't help it but when I saw her online I just open the chatting windows even I didn't say anything to her.

Just staring at the blank chat space, thinking am I going to write to her and suddenly one day I heard about this prom night in TAR college.

And yeah, I did went and bought a 600 bucks coat just to impress someone else.

And yeah,I went there without a partner.

I saw her that night, she was wearing this dress and with a scarf or something like that.

We didn't speak much, tried to take pictures with her but she's avoiding me and I knew it.

When all the people start dancing, I was sitting there all alone on the chair wondering is it a wrong move that I had come to this prom just to sit there and be alone?

Well, for a guy I confess my eyes are wet that night (not crying, just wet) with all this stuff going on.

I remember I didn't sleep for two days because of assignment and at the end of the prom my nose start bleeding.

Drank some water, and there they was, asking me to go Sing K with them in Sunway Pyramid.

And yet she personally ask me again in quite a angry tone as usual XD, so I did went for the Karaoke and the supper.

I don't know what the hell I sang that night, all are emotional songs like from Justin Timberlake and John Legend.

After that, due to they had not enough transport I need to fetch some of the friends to Puchong to overnight.

Supposedly I should stay there for the night, but I didn't.

So after fetching them back, I'm headed home and caught in a minor car accident with a taxi driver.

Luckily nothing serious happen and I reach home round 5-6am.

Anyway, back in KDU college, I have no luck finding myself a special someone yet.

After the prom, me n "J" start chatting back more often but not much as well.

Until today, we still remain as friends but the feeling for her, me myself was still quite unsure has it ended...

But one things for sure is that I never forget how special she was as a classmate, buddy, friend, Ji Mui, or whatever it is to me and always will be.

~~Sly~~