If You're Not The One...

This sounds a bit crazy, but this is how I felt bout her the 1st day I lay my eyes on her.


If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Lucky

I wonder if you guys remember the song "Lucky" by Jason Mraz featuring Colbie Caillat?
Well, that's how Im feeling right now as the songs goes like...

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been...

Have I told you that the "J" is back and no doubt she's my Wonder Woman.
Damn she can really make guys goes crazy, specially ME!!!
=D

Well, me and J are officially together but both of us can't decide on which day is it.
But what the heck, Im one happy bastard that can't kept smiling like he just had botox.
xD

So far so good, and we kept eating food.
OMG!!!

I've been going to gym lately, still haven't had those killer abs or whatever yet...but my dad was once a body builder so I might have some gene from it?
=P
And I just finish my finals today, was super stressed last couple of days.
Now I just want to de-stress by maybe partying or just chilling, depends which one Im free and have the mood to do...

That all for now...

ohvua (goodbye in french)
;)

Rehab

Just like some celebrities, maybe I should consider on going rehab because it seems I'm too addictive to you already...
You're like a drug that doesn't need to be eaten to get you going crazy and happy.
To some people, the things I wrote might be silly or funny, but for me, it's a misery...
<3

Anniversary...

Well, it has been awhile since I updated my blog.
So okay, January 24th is my parents wedding anniversary.
Been together for 21 years.
And we went 1U for dinner.

When I was in the car on the way to 1U, I sms-ed her and apologize bout being emo the day before.
But I miss her loads, so my emo got pass quite fast.
lol

So my family and I reach 1U and ate at Shogun, Japanese buffet.
Was super duper full...
Mom and dad was joking and teasing each other about the old times.
Me and my sis had some laugh by that time as well.
During my dinner, me and my sis realize there's this strange guy sitting 10'O clock facing me.
He was creepy since he like kept looking at me, my sis notice that as well.
Either he's gay or maybe is the portion of food on my plate (was alot I admit)
So after dinner, dad was planning to go for a movie but it was kinda late and my dad had a golf session the next morning.
So we walk around and went home, on the way back to the car I saw some secondary old friends.
Talk to them for awhile and was planning bout maybe a chinese new year gathering among friends.
He says he'll call...

Today was also Ethan's inking day (tatoo).
It was freaking huge but freaking cool shit.
Saw the pic only, but will be seeing the real shit soon.
=D
Well, think bout it, my mom was freaking cool loh.
Because my mom ask me why don't I get a tattoo and my new hair color was a suggestion from my mom (including the bill).
hohoho
But Im still not ready to get a tattoo yet, mayb soon?
who knows...

And worst of all is that, ZOMG, is the freaking Chinese New Year already.
I just hope I can get a raise with the ang pao from everyone else.
Economic no good ar, we deserve a raise in ang pao AGREE???
Mayb a raise through out the whole 10 years before I married, ngek ngek.

I wanna buy so many stuff, but short of cash.
aiks
Mayb a D-SLR Camera (DIgital Single Lens Reflex Camera)? Some new sound system in my car? Or some fashionable clothes and shoes?
No idea yet.

Was looking atthis promotion about a DJ-ing course, and I wanted to learn how to DJ as well.
Or Maybe just be a globe trekker, saw that series last week.
Super LAYAN wey the show, the stuff they do, the people they meet...
I mean is just pure awesomeness when you can explore the least travel road...
Just like the poem from my secondary school:


Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth

Then took the other as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet, knowing how way leads onto way
I doubted if I should ever come back

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence
Two roads diverged in a wood
And I took the one less traveled by
And that has made all the difference

Robert Frost


Anyway, that's the end of my blog for today, but I'll try update more often nowadays.
^^

And J, you know I've always care for you
<3

New Year = New Things to worried about...

I just got back from a secondary's friends house and had a somewhat gathering there after I had dinner with my family and relatives in OneWorld Hotel next to 1U shopping center.
Nothing much can do inside the hotel, but during the last minutes before 2009, we all lay our self down by the pool side.
And by the time stuck 12, The Curve + Ikano/Ikea start shooting the fireworks display.
Later on I can see 1U's and OneWorld's hotel's.
From far I can even see some fireworks from Mont Kiara and Kuala Lumpur from the pool side.
Quite a strategic place to be able to see so much.
After that, I started to rang some friends and wish them new year, and some so kind they scold me back because I didn't call them 1st.
Maybe she's just jealous of it.
Wakakaka...
Anyway, that's how I start my 2009, hope the rest would be a blast...
And to everyone, Happy 2009, keep partying and hopes every things gonna be awesome...
hehe
Cheers...

Okay, is been awhile since I've updated my blog and now I'm doing it since so many demands been made.
Yesday my car kena bang at the back, was not really serious, but I'll bet my parents are not going to be happy bout it.
And today when I went home, my mother kept asking bout my neck instead of the car, because I have few "Love Bites" round my neck thanks to my darling...
Well, try cover it out saying had some alcohol the day before, and those are just rashes, but my mom obviously dont believe what I've told her.
So I just kept my mouth shut, and the worst part is, at night, my dad's friend is doing a birthday party for his 1 year old son and kinda doing the buffet.
When I was there, all my dad's friend kept asking bout the love bites.
Sigh...

Anyway yesterday my baby and I had a great time watching the "House Bunny" in the cinema.
It was damn funny, both of us can't stop laughing even when we're back at her house.
So if there's anyone into comedy or some laughs, go enjoy that movie.

=P
miss u babe...xoxoxo

Even robots have a LOVE story to tell

Today is the 1st day screening of Pixar new animation movie called "Wall. E" and I manage to make it in time as I was slightly late for the show.

Anyways now listen carefully, the thing is that "You Guys Must Go 'N' Check Out The Show!!"

Is one of the best animation I saw so far, and the story line is touching, character is funny, and is all sum up into one word "AMAZING".

There's a few scene I kinda wet my eyes because I was touch by the lil feller.

Even robots can fall in LOVE, I wonder why is it so difficult sometimes for human being.

I can say anything here, but is better if you guys go check it out yourself.

Well, it worth every cent I pay and every minute I watched.

I hope you guys enjoyed the show like I did, and I might go watch it again soon.

XD

Hope this movie won an Academy or two out of this.